Writing from the Last Page Backwards
By Inkaliisa Voionmaa
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There won't be Poetry, but there will be
a jumble tumbling down the length of my pen,
blots of coffee, caffeine in my blood and a rush
of ink flowing through my veins and the night.
There will be the excited dreaming
of a bleeding pen and
arrows by which to navigate
the rewrites of this ocean.
There will be the events of this evening and
that look – that look! – but I will not love you
and this text will falter as a mere attempt.
I will drain the swelling of this night.
There will be a time, maybe ten years
from now, when I'll think to myself:
Did I really not know that I was beautiful?
And there will finally be poetry.
